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Some Things Guys Should Know About Girls.

1. When we're mad, it doesn't ALWAYS mean we're pms-ing.

2. If we don't laugh, we don't think what you said is funny.

3. When we tell you a secret, we expect you to keep it secret. SO DON'T TELL ANYONE!

4. If you cheat on us, and then we break up, don't come crawling back, because once yopu cheat we won't allow you to come back!

5. If we say no, to anything, it means no.

6. Yes, we do like when you smell good. So try to put extra cologne or axe or whatever when you see us.

7. If we say you look good, we won't lie, so don't tell us we're wrong.

8. When we call you and you say you'll call us back, we expect you to call us back!

9. We don't like show offs.

10. Music IS a turn on.

11. So is sports for some people.

12. We like when your excited to see us. Even if you saw us 10 minutes ago.

13. Kisses and hugs are nice and the best!

14. Being called beautiful beats anything else (as in like sexy or hot)

15. Telling us how much we mean to you, means the world to us.

16. Yes most of us are drama queens, but most of you guys are too! So get over it!

17. We don't like you for your money. Or what you can buy us. Sure thats nice. But its not EXPECTED.

18. No one wants a boyfriend that spends more time with another girl, other then his girlfriend. Keep that in mind.

19. We like to be invited places with you. And just you. But sometimes we want to be invited to hang with you and your friends, cuz we love when you meet ours, so you should be the same!

20. If we get upset, we want some attention, all you have to do is give us some! :)

21. When we're walking we like when you just grab our hand, without waiting for us to take yours.

22. Don't laugh at us about something we're upset about.

i got it =)

hoyeaaay!!
at last i got my food..
my dinner food mrangkap supper...
plus wit full cream milk... =D
ngogongenge...

xmaw...

suda lama maw upd8..
tp l8tly ni sgt bz..

aaa sgt sdey...
sgt2 bclaru.....
sy tnsen....
kamooo pg jauh2....
aaaa sy da cnfuse....
sgt2 da serabut.....
aaaaaaaaaa...sy xnk pk da...
tp still pk....
aaaaaa.....

L*i*F*E

talk bout life?
erm normally in life cycle..
life will goin' up n will goin' down...
life xde nye at the same level evn thought u r satisfied wit current life..
yeaa in fact one day u will realize dat u will loose whut u hold rite now..
loose?
aaaaa difficult n nasty things...
it doesnt meant u r looser... =X

erk..

~ near replace wit far... different came wit not similar.. n the end? ~

adehhh =X

argue je stiap jwpn yg owg bg : bkn sj cr psl la..spya sng fhm n xpk merewang

ala gtaw je nk or ngh wt pe : bukan nk kongkong tp sng nk bg owg tuh free..xde la kaco2

cite je kdaan sbnr : kn sng..x la ngarot sowg2

gtaw je schedule : sng nk cr 8tvty len..entertainmnt sndri..xla tcangok sowg2 evn mnyebok pun bukn

eheh..adehh =X blur2

huh?

terasing...~

i've to do all those things by myself..

dun ever ask me y..tq

currently

im hepi wit my life rite now..
thanx a lot 4 those yg support me..

to mr.missing..
although sll mssing n currently bz wit your social 8tvties..
it doesnt be a big prob 4 ur rship...
evnthough sy sakit ati coz sll kn tinggal..
nnt sy tuntut waktu2 sy..haha

ooouhh...

" The decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial in any love story. It changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender; because this kiss already has within it that surrender..." Emil Ludwig

today

dear blog..
today im hepi..
bgn pg je da xde srabut pape..
im free 4m emo da..
yeaaay!!!..

dear blog..
aku sgt2 hrp aku akn free cmni smpi bila2..
cm aku dulu2..
yeaa aku nk jd cm dl2..
mudah trima pe sj yg jd..
sntsa tabah mnrima ssuatu perkara..

dear blog..
arini aku da rs de prbhn dlm diri aku..
evn sket tp prmulaan yg sgt baik wt aku..
aku da mula tsnyum..
da mula free dr pk prkra yg bukan2..
aku da xserabut2 g..
thanx 2 mr therapist..
he did a lot..
cheer me up last nite..
make up ground my self-cnfdnce..
last nite?!! yeaa believe me..
he teach me alot..
his patient n willingness face my stupid fancy..
make me realize somethings..
sy appreciate sgt2...muah muah =P
truskn doa utk sy ye..tQ~

I will be~

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye
And now I know how far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'cus you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cus you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
'cus I will never let you go

I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'cus you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

'cus without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever ever let you leave
You're all I've got
You're all I want
Yeah
And without you
I don't know what
I'd doI could never ever live a day without you
Here with me do ya see
You're all I need

And I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'cus you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life)
I'll be with you forever (forever)
To get you through the day
And make everything okay (okay)
I will be all that you want (I'll be)

And get myself together (get myself together)
'cus you keep me from falling apart
And all my life
You know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

dia da missing..jom pk2

Where is your cell phone?
ade..2day xcmpk =x

Where is your Boyfriend/girlfriend?
still kt luar kot tyme2 ni..lpk2..

Where is your sister?
kt umah!

Where your mother?
tdo kot..sok keje

Your father?
cnfirm tdo~

Your favorite item?
nth..byk sgt..

Your dream last night?
erk..

Your favorite drink?
ice lmon tea, coke float, big HL

Your dream boy/girl?
mr.spect

The room you are in?
inside the ladies.. oke?

Who are you with?
blved bed n pillow..huh~

What do you want to be in 10 years?
idk..mybe 1st women prime minister..naaa!!

Who did you hang out last?
b

What you're not?
myself..enough!!

Are you in love?
yea..luv him till end

One of your wish list items?
emm.. go n ask b..he noe

What time is it?
1240am

The last thing you did?
sms-ing wit the missing guy..

What are you wearing?
shirt n short..

Your laptop?
nec..since 4yrs ago..

The last thing you ate?
8/3/2009, 7pm, ns air,at kg baru..yup xtipu..

Your mood?
oke loh..

What are you thinking about right now?
mr missing a.k.a mr spect

What are you doing at this moment?
ngdap screen cm owg xbtol..

What is on your TV screen?
blank..cut cost..

When is the last time you laughed?
nth la...

What'​s on for tomor​row?​
full of class.. mrning till nyte..death!!

What colou​r shirt​ are you weari​ng?​
black

Do you think​ you'​re wasti​ng your time on the perso​n you like?
nope..

How late did you stay up last night​?​
around 4-5am n woke up on 8am..

Somet​imes,​ do you wish you were someo​ne else?​
yeah.. n being perfectooo!!!

What was your last conve​rsati​on about​ with your best f​riend​?​
hurm..nx question plss..

What'​s a happy​ time you'​ve had in the past week?​
spend tyme ngn b with full of luv,freedom n hppiness..

Do you like meeti​ng new people?​
depends

Would​ you like to tell someo​ne something but cant?​
yeah..sgt byk

Ever wear fake nails​?​
nope

Do you own anyth​ing you don'​t want your paren​ts to know about​?​
erm..xkot

Whats​ your curre​nt favor​ite color​?
ask my mr missing

What was the first​ thing​ you heard​ this morni​ng?​
muezzins..

Were you happy​ when you woke up today​?
xsgt...

dear blog

dear blog..
arini ppgi da de class..
bgku class 2day sgt brt..
law?yup sgt berat..
mmndangkan arini dr segi mntal n dlman aku xstable..
mnambah2 la ssh law...
after class aku ke rawang...
beri sokongan pd si dia..
yeaaa...smoga dia xputus asa lg...
smbil2 tman rakan2 service keta... *alasan je ni* =p

dear blog..
patutnye aku gmbra arini..
tp emosi aku atasi sglanya..
emosi aku kwl jiwa n prbuatan aku..
aku da cuba utk brubah..
aku da guna spnuh daya aku..
nmpk nye lg aku cuba mmotong emosi lg kuat emosi aku brlwn..
aku xpnh pth smgat wpun hakikatnye aku da goyang...
da xmmpu nk brdiri lg..
da xmmpu nk lwn lg..
anggota bdn jd lemah slemah2nye..
tidur aku tganggu dgn gngguan2 mcm2 stiap mlm..
tidur aku juga plg lama pun hnya 4 jam..

dear blog..
arini emosi aku mnyrang selera mknku..
kali trakhir mknan brtemu perutku smlm..
yeahh dnner 7pm...
snce pg ni lum de satu pun yg msk perut...

dear blog..
evn td aku bsama rakan2 aku tsnyum girang..
tp hakikatnye aku tgh bperang ngn emosi...
aaahh gelak tawa td hnya utk kabur kn mata ssape sj..
trutama skali dia..
yahh..aku da tlalu byk bbankan dia dgn pelbagai hal...
aku xsggup tgk wajahnya muram lg evn thgh dia sntsa snyum..
aku bsyukur krna dia msh sygkan aku wpun aku byk sshkn dia..
aku taw..dia tlalu byk ssh ati pk kan hal aku...
aku taw..tnpa rs pnt n ssh dia cuba mngmbalikan aku mnjdi aku..
xkira wlau pe cr skali pun...
aku sgt2 bsyukur krna allah sntsa mmberi kbhgiaan wt aku...
allah sntsa beri kmwahan pd ku n kluarga aku...
apa sj aku mau parents aku penuhi..
allah jg xpnh jemu dgr rintihan aku..
allah xpnh jemu kaburkan doa aku...
wpun aku sndri tlalu byk mngeluh psl idup aku..

dear blog..
act aku da mls da nk emo2 ni tmbh2 dlm blog..
tp ati n jiwa aku tpggil2 utk mluahkn sgla isi ati..
sgla rs sngsi dlm blog ni...
if sspe tbc blog ni..
doakn kbhgiaan aku..
doakn kgmbiraan wt diri aku..
doakn mdhan aku mmpu mnjdi 100% diri aku smla~

tol2..

"There is no remedy for love but to love more.."

itu toys sy!!

2day aku nk share smthng yg xpnh aku share..
since smlm aku tpk n smpi dis mrning aku xleh lupa..
aku da xtaw cmne nk cmpk bnda ni dr otak aku...
aku pelik npe bnda tuh pun aku leh tpk smpi skrg..
yes!!aku admit yg aku emo!!
aku sgt kedekut!!
toys tuh aku punya...
aku kdkot kongsi toys aku ngn owg len..
let say toys tuh de nyawa on dat time..
n toys tuh pnh nk ikot owg len blk or whut...
waaa aku xleh trima...
so whut klu aku xnk kngsi ngan sspe pun!!..
ade mslh ka??
toys tuh toys yg aku plg syg..
mmg klu bole aku xnk owg len sntuh..
pnjam pun xleh..
tgk pun xleh...
waaa sy sgt kdkot!!
yes!!!mmg sy kdkot 4 dat toys...
tp aku nk wt cmne if toys tuh pnh dpnjam org..
aku lmbt beli...
aku lmbt jumpa...
arggghhh rs nk blsh je owg tuh sbb jmpa dl...
geram geram geram sgt...
nk geram sgt2 pun bnda tuh da happened...
sbb ms dsplay owg len da touch dl..
n dat toys pun pnh jmpa plbgai bkl tuan dia b4 aku...
n dat toys pun 4 sure pnh cuba syg bkl tuan yg tgk dia b4 aku beli...
iskkk aku cm xleh trima knytaan dowh...
nway aku sgt2 patut bsyukur cos xpnh la owg pnjam toys aku smpi bwk blk umah...
tuh pun stau aku la..
sbleh2 nye biar btol la yg toys aku xpnh dpnjam smpi cmtuh...
hope so toys aku tuh pun xpnh owg sntuh..
n hope gak toys aku owg xpnh tgk in depth...
if nk g la cr toys len..
scan scra mata kasar dl b4 beli..
rs ssuai br la touch, belek2..
pa2 try stick to one..
if aku jd tmpt mmber aku xtaw la cne..
i guess smpi skang kot dia xtaw yg toys dia da rmai bwk blk umah..
dsentuh...
bnyi da cm xvirgin an...haha
tp tol la xvirgin sbb owg len da sntuh..
di operate...
pa2 dilanyak smpai batt kong...
dicalar2...
4 sure toys tuh pun da xshining cm br beli da an...
pa2 if pth or whut digam smla...
n the nx day nye diletak blk tmpt asal....
its looks like cm xpnh owg sntuh an...
ahh xnk aku....
if dat situation really happened 2 me..
naaahh aku sgt2 xleh trima dowh...
biar sbrg cndtion yg jd kt toys aku dsbbkan aku..
aku rosakkn or whut xpela sbb aku owner dia...
tp klu sbb owg len...iskkkkk...
tannnnaaaaaaakkkkkk!!!!!

renungan

" Cinta itu buta, perkahwinan pula jadikan kita celik.
Masa bercinta semuanya manis2 belaka tapi kalau
jujur pasti rumah tangga aman damai " -intrend

2day n today

2day sgt busan..
2day xtaw nk wt pe..
2day da ktandusan..
2day da blnk nk wt pe..
2day mcm muram je..
2day rs mls nk mkn..
2day rs sgt gelisah..
2day ati rs xsdp..
2day im alone..
2day rs nk ketuk2 je pale ni..
2day cm nk ngamok je..
2day cm nk cmpak2 je pe yg de tmasuk pale ni..
2day rs nk jerit kuat2..
2day da rs srbut thp tera je..
2day da xde 8tvty...
2day rs nk lari rumah je..
np idup sy kn cmni??
argggghhhh!!!!!

Luv

" Woman was created from the rib of man: Not from his head to be thought of only, nor from his hand to be owned, nor from his foot to be beneath, but from under his arm to be protected, from his side to be equal, and from his heart to be loved.. "

Tagged Price?

Tagged by ika~

1. Have you had a girlfriend or boyfriend?
Yup..

2. Have you had your birthday?
2mnths and 2 days ago.. nk clbr8 skali lg leh x =p

3. Been to mosque?
sumtimes..

4. Cried yet?
yesterday..huhu

5. Had someone close to you pass away?
16 years ago..

6. Pulled an all nighter?
erk..

7. Drank Starbucks?
da lm la xminum..

8. Gone shopping?
yeah!!

9. Gone to the beach?
1st day CNY..

10. Gone to the movies?
upin ipin wif b n ika..

11. Bought something over RM 100?
yeah..

12. Met someone new?
erk..cant rmber la...

13. Been out of your home state?
yeah.. png-sel-png-sel..bole?

14. Gone snowboarding/skiing?
nope..tp nk!!

15. Kissed someone?
huh..

16. Slept in a friend's bed?
no..

17. Snuck someone over?
erm..

18. Snuck out of your own house?
heh..

19. Been in a bar?
nope..

20. Lied?
erk...if tpksa...

21. Gotten a car?
yeah..

22. Gone over your cell phone minutes?
naahhh...

23. Been called a whore?
uishh...no!!

24. Drove somewhere?
yeah..always..

25. Done something you regret?
yeah..everytime..everyday..i'll try to change it..

26. Gotten caught?
naa..

27. Last things you bought?
petrol cnsider x?heh

28. Person to call you?
b+ibu..

29. Last time you took a bubble bath?
ntah..

30. When was the last time you felt stupid?
erm..last nite..

31. When was the last time you walked/ran a mile?
2 weeks ago..

32. Who was the last person saw you cry?
b n myself..

33. Who was the last person made you cry?
my stupid feelings...back off plss~

34. Who was the last person you watched a movie with?
b n little sis ika..

35. Who was the last person you danced with?
nope..

36. Who did you last yell at?
b kot!! haha

37. Who last told you they loved you?
b!!

cheer!!

cite psl sdey2 ni an..
last nite smone ni try 2 cheer me up..
thnx anyway...
cian tgk aku sll chill kot..
erkk...ye ke?
"excuse me sir..am i rite?.." =x
smbg story lik..
pusing2 sddnly stopped kt 1shop ni..
dia turun n said wanna buy sum mag 4me..
aku mls nk 2run n asked him beli je la pape mag..
u noe whut?
he buy me utopia mag..
*OMG!!* byk2 mag utopia jd pilihan?!! haha..
he said dat he did all dis things juz bcoz nk cheer me up..
he really crazy la...

sgt2 disapointed..yeahh!!

arghhh... sgt2 fed up..

2day is suck!

since last nite juz 1hr je tdo nye..

giler tol..

ngh br lalok2 ttba je alarm da bunyi..

arghhh da kul 8 am...

dis mrng de class lak till ptg..

mrnig kn attend class I.M..

tghri de appoinmnt lunch..

last minute tpksa cncel sbb class nye bis lwt...

n kul 2 nnt smbg class O.M lak..

mmg x smpat la nk g... iskk...

so dcde post poned je la ke dinner...

n set dis nite nk mkn kt kenny...

yeahh kenny!!

aftr mghrb tuh da siap bagai da la...

n last minute gk tpksa cncel...

arghhh sy sgt2 frust!!!

da mls nk pk da trus je tukar bj...

after dat ckp nk dinner ssma blk...

haiihh..

ahh mmg da xde mood sgt da la...

pnt nye class..tdonye lak xcukup..

but bcoz of luv.. oke la... mngalah je...

go n siap smla...

build up blk mood bg hepi..

sddnly da siap2 nk kuar umah dpt kol...

yg dnner kn cncel lagi...

arghhhh sgt2 tnsen n frust..

tnpa pk pape trus cmpak je hp kt dinding...

da x bprasaan je cmpak hp yg sdia bgong nih..

rs nk ngis+jerit je on dat tyme...

arghhh!!!..

worst day...huwaa

i need some space rite now!!!

plss~

pain..

" I tried to kill the pain but only brought more "

Its really hurt...

I cant stand anymore..

Plz go away!!~

papapape lah~

rs cm nk ngis sgt2 tyme cmni..

dr smlm rs ssh ati sgt..

tido mlm aku tganggu..

jiwa aku tseksa..

mcm2 bmain kt minda aku...

mcm2 tdetik kt jiwa aku..

mcm2 bnda aku kn galas beban..

mcm2 pndangn org aku kn tepis..

mcm2 aku kn pk..

mcm2 aku kn wt..

why me??

"why i hv 2 b so sad??"

"am i alone??"

aku sgt2 ttkan dikala ni..

arghhhh......

test knowledge..

ampang?
ampang kt ne?
Kl?
sure?
btol kt kl je?
spe kt?
da selidik?
erm..
klu ckp ampang kt ipoh..bole x?

asal lak x bole?

kt ipoh pun de ampang gak pe..

bukan kt kl je...

x cy?..

seriously..kt ipoh mmg ade ampang gk..

tp AMPANG BARU..

nk prove?

try tnya org ipoh..

xpun turun ipoh..

tuh g bgs...

da dpt knwldge br an 2day?

sgt style an?

terpegun?

hv u seen dis b4?

sgt style an...

creative 4 those yg reka dis things..

pd yg bminat n nk tgk dis things live..

dis pic aku amik ms jln2 kt kedah..

if not mistaken la kt kuala muda..

aku cnfuse sket btw kuala muda n kota kuala muda...

ni kt perkampungan tsunami..

kmpg ni antara kmpg yg plg truk kt kdh on dat time..

bot2 ni sume lak antara bot2 yg rosak n musnah akibat tsunami..

n bot2 ni gak la da jd replika n tugu pringtan 2 dis kmpg...